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Tuesday, August 11, 2009


Feeling much better; work and meetings today. Have a meeting with Jim later to discuss my progress on those 12 steps.

keyword: present.


  1. ahhh...step work. it seems to never end, you know? I guess it's not supposed to, but still, it would be nice to have some clearly defined levels of progress and finality. Damn backsliding, regressing, recycling, or whatever you wish to call it.

  2. It is a work in progress which has no ending. It keeps me centered and reminds me that I am not a deity.

    Triumphs are often measured on a daily basis. When my SA issues grow, it can be measured in minutes. Each minute I do not act out is progress, especially when those minutes turn into hours then days and the emotions diminish.

    At least it is this way for me.


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