But before he showed her the post...he had her read the comments. Those to him were very important. The circle of support mouse felt was amazing...Seriously amazing. The reaching out and wanting to help us was sooooo strong and wonderful.
When she read his words...they hurt a little. Honest? Ya...truth hurts.
Thank you so much EVERYONE who took the time to comment. Friends are a blessing and mouse is very blessed!
For now our course is charted, mouse is getting back doing things that help with her focus. Ritual meditation is back. Comments are back too...Gotta say it was kinda weird not allowing comments but those other posts were just too personal. Thank you all again for bearing with us during those days. We both appreciate it very much!
They're there part of our record and now it's time to start moving forward again.
Song selection What a Wonderful World; Louis Armstrong
I am so happy your are "back on track" as it were
ReplyDeleteI wish you nothing but the best !
-sugar
Thanks very much sugar!!
DeleteGreat song choice, so poignant.
ReplyDeleteI have nearly caught up on reading your blog, what an incredible journey you have both had. For me personally reading some of your thoughts have brought comfort (as in wow im not alone in feeling this) which seems such a strange thing to say about someone you dont know.
Its nice to see you back and allowing comments, moving forward is the best way to go....but its not always easy at times but nothing in life worth holding onto is as my gran is fond of saying.
best wishes
tori
Thanks tori. It's nice to know that some of what mouse writes kinda makes sense to other people. But do know what you mean...for the longest time mouse felt she was alone in all her ideals or thoughts...it's very comforting to others felt the same.
DeleteHugs,
mouse
Welcome back mouse... Omega's post was great.. and the follow ups.. but it's nice to have your voice back. Sometime life whacks us when we least expect it. Baby steps can bring us back on our path.
ReplyDeleteWarmly,
Mystress
Thanks Mystess...it's nice that we also don't walk alone!
DeleteIt is so nice to see comments allowed again. It's amazing how much I mssed be able to do so. I am glad you are working on things. Bringing back the meditation ritual will help, even if it is hard to maintain with the little one making your schedule so um...challenging.
ReplyDeleteYes, we are working on a lot of stuff. Right now, we can't predict where we're headed.
DeleteSo happy you are back. :) Even though I've only started commenting recently, I've been a long time reader.
ReplyDeleteTonya
Tonya mouse appreciates your comments and that you read...
DeleteI do not comment often, but I read every post. All I can do is send you both positive thoughts and wish you the best.
ReplyDeletejoey
Thanks a lot joey...the thoughts are appreciated...
DeleteI am so glad to have comments back. I do understand needing to hold the space private, and I absolutely support that choice. It was just that you and Omega have been so good to us as we've struggled through our own pain and heartbreak -- it seemed hard to not be able to reach out and return the favor. Know that you have been very much in my thoughts as you have traveled these days.
ReplyDeleteI hope things are a bit more settled, and I wish you both all the very best.
Hugs,
Sue (swan)
Thank you so much for your support Sue. Going without comments was hard but it helped mouse gain a little strength and perspective..
DeleteHugs, Mouse, big hugs,
ReplyDeleteand maybe (having learned this from Jz) a respectful shoulder bump for Omega.
i'm so glad you're back!!!!
aisha
Bumps ya back!
DeleteHappy to see you again. Missed your posts and your witty comments on twitter.
ReplyDeletehugs,
heather1
Thanks Heather!!! Missed being on twitter too!
DeleteOMG Mouse you totally need to read rantsfrommommyland.com As mom to a baby, you will thoroughly enjoy it.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your blog....I read it and sometimes it makes me cry with what you both have gone through but it also gives me such hope because you are still together working on your relationship. I see my Master in Omega and I admire mouse and hope to be as good a slave as I believe she is from what I read.
ReplyDeleteI wish you both love and happiness.
It's so good to see you back Mouse. You've been missed.
ReplyDeleteLove and hugs to you both,
Ronnie
xx