...That it's nearly Christmas
What did I want and I thought
Just love me, love me, love me
That's what I want for Christmas
When I walk through a room, let them see you need me
Walk through a room, let them
See you love me, love me, love me
That's what I want for Christmas
Anyone can wish for all the trinkets in the window
Some can even buy the things they see
But the present that I want you'll never find in any window
Bring me love and bring it just for me
When you come home at night
Take me in your arms and hold me
And kiss me and say you love me, love me, love me
That's what I want for Christmas
Hold me, kiss me
That's what I want for Christmas
A whole song...Master asked mouse that very question. Oh, there's a song for that sung by Nancy Wilson.
"Ok mouse lay it on me, " He said and mouse quickly found it on YouTube.
He listened to it and smiled. He's been doing that a lot more lately, sometimes when she cooks if the radio isn't blaring she'll hum and very recently He'll ask about that too. Suddenly she felt naked. Like having her clothing stripped away from her. While of course mouse shouldn't have secrets from Master and the music was never a secret, it was still something He didn't ask many questions about.
Now, He does and it feels like she's revealing parts of her she didn't before. The parts that were more private, the thoughts or the way she thinks.
It's just Him taking an interest in something that is important to mouse, something He never understood before but accepted as quirky as His slave can be. To mouse there is probably a song for everything and ever moment of her life. Not sure many people carry it that far. On her iPod there's a list of songs that remind her of Master, and He looked through that list, listened and even searched out the lyrics so He could understand them better. He didn't say a lot about it at first. Later He did say He found it touching. At first it felt invasive almost His digging through her "moody" lists of music, like being just stripped bare and exposed. It's an uncomfortable layer to her slavery. On a philosophical level she understood that but seeing it in practice was a bit jarring, since a slave isn't supposed to have secrets from her Owner.
Yet, are the things He never cared to know about or understand really secrets? He could have asked at any moment during our relationship and mouse grew used to Him not asking.
Years ago, someone mentioned to Him that He should pay attention more to the music mouse would listen to because it truly reflected her emotional state. At the time, He rather dismissed it. Music is something to listen to and enjoy, but isn't that personal, He always felt. Now, like a huge tapestry, He's seeing the all the colors, the shades, the contrasts and hues and it was as though a light was shined on mouse.
Yet, it's also a bit of relief that she can't really hide from Him anymore, although it took probably far too long to understand that.
Slowly mouse is feeling more like mouse again. Better living through chemistry, she guesses.
In other news the plug is back, the corset isn't and might never be used again. Nipple rings are gone too.
The plug being back is significant, it's not the one that didn't allow for sitting, but a smaller one that just gives that slight full feeling and is comforting to mouse. So far Master is keeping to the shorter hours and seems to enjoy this and honestly so is mouse. He has cautioned that next year things will be picking up again for Him but He said He's going to try much harder to not go back to the way things were before.
So, she never really answered His question about what she wanted for Christmas, and yet going back to the beginning she did completely. Only Him. His love.
Totally not the answer Master wanted.
There's a song for that too....
"Ok mouse lay it on me, " He said and mouse quickly found it on YouTube.
He listened to it and smiled. He's been doing that a lot more lately, sometimes when she cooks if the radio isn't blaring she'll hum and very recently He'll ask about that too. Suddenly she felt naked. Like having her clothing stripped away from her. While of course mouse shouldn't have secrets from Master and the music was never a secret, it was still something He didn't ask many questions about.
Now, He does and it feels like she's revealing parts of her she didn't before. The parts that were more private, the thoughts or the way she thinks.
It's just Him taking an interest in something that is important to mouse, something He never understood before but accepted as quirky as His slave can be. To mouse there is probably a song for everything and ever moment of her life. Not sure many people carry it that far. On her iPod there's a list of songs that remind her of Master, and He looked through that list, listened and even searched out the lyrics so He could understand them better. He didn't say a lot about it at first. Later He did say He found it touching. At first it felt invasive almost His digging through her "moody" lists of music, like being just stripped bare and exposed. It's an uncomfortable layer to her slavery. On a philosophical level she understood that but seeing it in practice was a bit jarring, since a slave isn't supposed to have secrets from her Owner.
Yet, are the things He never cared to know about or understand really secrets? He could have asked at any moment during our relationship and mouse grew used to Him not asking.
Years ago, someone mentioned to Him that He should pay attention more to the music mouse would listen to because it truly reflected her emotional state. At the time, He rather dismissed it. Music is something to listen to and enjoy, but isn't that personal, He always felt. Now, like a huge tapestry, He's seeing the all the colors, the shades, the contrasts and hues and it was as though a light was shined on mouse.
Yet, it's also a bit of relief that she can't really hide from Him anymore, although it took probably far too long to understand that.
Slowly mouse is feeling more like mouse again. Better living through chemistry, she guesses.
In other news the plug is back, the corset isn't and might never be used again. Nipple rings are gone too.
The plug being back is significant, it's not the one that didn't allow for sitting, but a smaller one that just gives that slight full feeling and is comforting to mouse. So far Master is keeping to the shorter hours and seems to enjoy this and honestly so is mouse. He has cautioned that next year things will be picking up again for Him but He said He's going to try much harder to not go back to the way things were before.
So, she never really answered His question about what she wanted for Christmas, and yet going back to the beginning she did completely. Only Him. His love.
Totally not the answer Master wanted.
There's a song for that too....
Happy Holidays From Omega and mouse to everyone!
7 comments:
So really happy to hear things are going well for you. Chemistry is a wonderful thing. Even more wonderful is love. Happy holidays to you and your family.
Hi Mouse,
I'm so glad you seem to be even closer and that you are feeling more like your old self. Wishing you, Omega and family happy holidays.
Hugs
Roz
OK, that link made me laugh. :-D
It really is a bit disconcerting when people actually start looking for the significance in the things we like, isn't it? Much easier when they just say, "well, sure she likes music" (or reading, or art, or...) When they start paying attention, however, it's hard not to try to divert their attention - or at least to want to...
Happiest of Holidays to you both!
(And all the extended bits, too.)
So glad to hear things are improving for you and that y’all are relearning and discovering!!!!
Happy Holidays,
Isabel
Dear Mouse and Family,
I've been reading your blog for more years than I know and never realized how invested I was, how much I cared until the horrible news on Twitter concerning Mouse.
I'm really happy about the way things are going....I always thought the music was important but men don't think the way we do!
Best wishes for Happy Holidays and continued good health, my best to you all!
Fondly,
Fleur41
Mouse,
It was good to read your post. Makes me so happy that things are improving.
Wishing you, Omega and family a wonderful Christmas.
Love,
Ronnie
xx
Being vulnerable and letting Him see and know all of you is a good thing. Frightening, I'm sure, but ultimately a good thing.
I hope you and Omega and your family have a Merry Christmas!
DV
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