tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post6756180909158023651..comments2024-02-09T22:25:09.763-08:00Comments on The Power Exchange: When the Levee Breaksmousehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17837530120535693314noreply@blogger.comBlogger16125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-57144895289536276732013-03-13T10:37:42.303-07:002013-03-13T10:37:42.303-07:00Well if mouse didn't then she certainly does n...Well if mouse didn't then she certainly does now. LOL<br /><br />Thank you.<br /><br />Hugs,<br />mousemousehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17837530120535693314noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-35092682539485680692013-03-13T10:37:01.302-07:002013-03-13T10:37:01.302-07:00Thank you for the mention.
Hugs,
mouseThank you for the mention.<br /><br />Hugs,<br />mousemousehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17837530120535693314noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-71133578020286024142013-03-13T10:36:38.821-07:002013-03-13T10:36:38.821-07:00Thank you June!
Hugs,
mouseThank you June!<br /><br />Hugs,<br />mousemousehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17837530120535693314noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-38387047532597572872013-03-07T13:32:46.961-08:002013-03-07T13:32:46.961-08:00This is so beautiful! To have a master understand ...This is so beautiful! To have a master understand your needs and love you to no end. You are one lucky girl, but I am sure you already know that!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-55029466952873496912013-03-07T08:59:37.811-08:002013-03-07T08:59:37.811-08:00You made my day, thank you mouse, you wrote just w...You made my day, thank you mouse, you wrote just what I needed.<br /><br />http://arastoryboard.blogspot.nl/2013/03/today.htmlAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-10883093573155573502013-03-06T18:39:39.175-08:002013-03-06T18:39:39.175-08:00I am with tori and Paloma, mouse, it made me cry h...I am with tori and Paloma, mouse, it made me cry heartily as well. <br /><i> Then he asked for her to give him her fears...All of them that she could name at that moment. He replaced it with his love and control</i> <br /><br />I struggle with old fears, too, mouse. I know that Daddy is not them, but the reactions I fear are all I have known ... until him. Sometimes that little voice of fear and insecurity wells up, sometimes my rational self can counter it, a lot of times the little voice grows and consumes rational me. Those are the times I struggle with giving myself over too, what am I holding onto? I don't know it sure doesn't feel good. <br /><br />It is at these times, that I am grateful that my Daddy, like yours, sees me and what I need and does the hard work of bringing me back. I don't know what I would do without him.<br />Junehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03940211128244967387noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-3508800003773013152013-03-06T17:45:08.395-08:002013-03-06T17:45:08.395-08:00@advisor54 Please note for future reference, I mod...@advisor54 Please note for future reference, I moderate all comments and remarks on this journal and mouse does not see them, unless they are published. I did not publish your remarks, as mouse would find them distressing. <br /><br />I will offer you a small explanation, When mouse closes down, it quickly turns into depression, which is unhealthy for her. By my actions, seemingly unsupportive to you, were immensely helpful to mouse. What I did, is let her know that she cannot hide from me. I will not allow her to construct walls, which serve no purpose, save for cutting out the very people who love and need her most. <br /><br />I have worked incredibly hard to create a space where mouse feels safe sharing her thoughts with me or on the pages of this journal and I will not allow the hard work to be undermined by you or anyone else. Understand this, mouse is my life and my world. Her physical and mental health are most precious to me. <br /><br />Regards,<br />OmegaOmegahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17944365262341881869noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-5924058167667830922013-03-06T14:14:56.613-08:002013-03-06T14:14:56.613-08:00I've followed for a while now without commenti...I've followed for a while now without commenting... But this moved me so much. Your self-awareness and openness is inspiring. Thanks for sharing your story. :-) Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06555964256867646867noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-81487630665549850562013-03-06T13:13:13.726-08:002013-03-06T13:13:13.726-08:00tori,
First mouse is sorry that you're going ...tori,<br /><br />First mouse is sorry that you're going through such a hard time, if ever you need an ear outside of the blog, please...you know mouse's email. Sometimes our emotions do get out of whack, and their control helps bring us back. Sometimes, tho, it's not enough and we need to be heard and fears assuaged. Often we do use pain as a way of getting out of feeling or dealing and it becomes a coping mechism. But eventually whatever must be attended to and dealt with -- like swan said about the scars. <br /><br />That said, hopefully things will improve you for you.<br /><br />Much love and many hugs,<br />mousemousehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17837530120535693314noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-39762558595783028462013-03-06T13:06:32.393-08:002013-03-06T13:06:32.393-08:00dancing...we do and we are!
Hugsdancing...we do and we are! <br /><br />Hugsmousehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17837530120535693314noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-89005268344551961342013-03-06T13:05:46.292-08:002013-03-06T13:05:46.292-08:00mg...thank you and yes, mouse is very grateful! mg...thank you and yes, mouse is very grateful! mousehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17837530120535693314noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-37759355472620434332013-03-06T13:04:41.155-08:002013-03-06T13:04:41.155-08:00Thank you swan and thank you so much for all your ...Thank you swan and thank you so much for all your words of kindness. You are an inspiration to mouse (really should be saying this on your blog and will soon).<br /><br /><3 and hugs,<br />mousemousehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17837530120535693314noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-87040563755273144652013-03-06T12:30:27.608-08:002013-03-06T12:30:27.608-08:00This got to me..not in a horrible way..i dont know...This got to me..not in a horrible way..i dont know it just made me burst into tears and i cant quite explain why...most likely because im not in a good place at the moment.<br /><br />Its your last sentence i think that i keep going back to, im not feeling thankful, i dont want him making me confront my feelings, i dont want to talk and he wont let it go and thats causing a battle that i know i wont win....usually im comforted by the fact that he takes control and the stupid thing is i know it will be easier just to let it out.<br /><br />I just want him to make everything right again, i want him to hurt me a lot because that will give me relief, i want to be hurting physically because that distracts me from the real issues, but he wont, and im getting stressy because he wont, anything but talking feelings/thoughts and yeah i know thats unrealistic.<br /><br />It seems that when things are going really well and has been for a while that there is this uneasiness that sneaks in and it appears to come out of nowhere!<br /><br />x<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />torihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06358391889176400481noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-3682082047710584002013-03-06T11:22:22.201-08:002013-03-06T11:22:22.201-08:00Sorry things came back to haunt you mouse but glad...Sorry things came back to haunt you mouse but glad your Daddy was on top of it. We have that in common and are both very lucky for it.dancingbarezhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05159330409168648147noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-65436263562963690282013-03-06T10:19:46.226-08:002013-03-06T10:19:46.226-08:00Aww mouse...those triggers are always scary. So g...Aww mouse...those triggers are always scary. So glad Omega watches so closely, tho I've never doubted. <br />Hugs mouse,<br />mgmonkey girlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04234810881929268484noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122051460450771848.post-67392242850247604902013-03-06T09:26:05.676-08:002013-03-06T09:26:05.676-08:00We do heal. But even healing can leave scars -- a...We do heal. But even healing can leave scars -- and there are times when the scars can ache. I am glad that you have Omega there when you are in need, lost, and aching. It seems you are right where you should be.<br /><br />hugs, swanSuehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03961893281142538409noreply@blogger.com