Is a Puzzlement

The female mind is often a minefield of contradiction -- at least mouse's mind is that way.  As she gains new insight into her slavery to Master, she realizes more acutely the way in the past she's failed. Now, to be certain, Master is a forward facing man, who doesn't believe in dwelling on the past.  Acknowledge the errors, or shortcomings, but don't recycle them or allow them to prevent action.  

Still, a retooling of her female think is needed for mouse to stop the noise in her head, and focus more effectively and clearly on Master.  This isn't to mean to shut off her brain to anyone else, or to stifle the empathy she feels for others -- quite the opposite is true.  That "what will the neighbors think" hum is in her head where she feels the need to clarify what she means.  

Recently there has been this hum, don't write about this or that, it might be taken wrongly or misconstrued or cause long-time readers undue worry or concern.  We've contemplated taking the blog private, but decided against that.  Perhaps it's hubris on the part of mouse, but she feels many words contained in this blog still hold value.

The unavoidable truth is that Master also wishes and always had wished for mouse to focus on her slavery more -- he truly believes it will help her growth.  Being held accountable for her actions did help her to understand better what he expects in. a slave, but now it's time that mouse move beyond the expectations to truly embracing their meaning.  This isn't like driving above the speed limit until you see the police on the corner ahead and then you slow down.  The rules apply even when no one is watching.

To that end Master is making some subtle changes, the corset is cinched a little tighter, the plug is worn nearly all the time, and mouse isn't allowed much personal freedom.  The pearls will be worn from the moment after she showers in the morning until bedtime when he takes them off.