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Saturday, October 17, 2009
I'm angry, I'm hurt and I'm mad as hell that I can't go into any of the details. For the first time I feel stifled by my blog. Seriously stifled. I feel as though my hands are tied and I can't say what I want. And it's just making me angry. I don't know how many blog posts I've written over the past couple days and I can't publish any of them. I can't even wrap my head around my feelings to express them. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, I just feel like in doing that I'm ignoring my own feelings.
I'm just trying to release some of this frustration I feel. I'm just tired.
I know eventually Omega will make things right again I'm just tired of losing my place in line.