The weekend was nice, and strongly quiet. We had no big plans and nothing that needed to be done, except some yard work. Master was relaxing and watching a movie and mouse was reorganizing the books in his study when she suddenly realized the furniture was different. The desk used to be in front of the window, with the his back to it, rather facing the door. Now it was on the side. Still close to the window but now he could see out of it, from the desk. Honestly mouse's paying attention skills are seriously lacking.
Later, mouse meditated and thought about what graceful means -- is it something to do with how a person glides into a room? Or is it more an internal behavior? Is is a presence? The way you hold yourself in public and private? Yes, mouse is aware the whole point of meditating is clearing your mind of all thoughts, but that's never been easy. To get to the point where the focus is on one thought instead of 100 is good.
We're all flawed in some way or another, bad habits or things about ourselves we'd like to change or alter and each day we decide to either try or not. In many ways mouse has failed at her slavery to Sir and has for years now -- she's a very slow learner. Sir dismisses that as part of the learning process.
Two or three years ago, mouse was far more attentive than she is now or so it seems now looking back. Maybe that's the change she really needs to work on? Reconnect not only with Master but that state of graceful purpose and humility that seems to become lost somehow in favor of cynicism.
Later, mouse meditated and thought about what graceful means -- is it something to do with how a person glides into a room? Or is it more an internal behavior? Is is a presence? The way you hold yourself in public and private? Yes, mouse is aware the whole point of meditating is clearing your mind of all thoughts, but that's never been easy. To get to the point where the focus is on one thought instead of 100 is good.
We're all flawed in some way or another, bad habits or things about ourselves we'd like to change or alter and each day we decide to either try or not. In many ways mouse has failed at her slavery to Sir and has for years now -- she's a very slow learner. Sir dismisses that as part of the learning process.
Two or three years ago, mouse was far more attentive than she is now or so it seems now looking back. Maybe that's the change she really needs to work on? Reconnect not only with Master but that state of graceful purpose and humility that seems to become lost somehow in favor of cynicism.