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Monday, January 25, 2010

Life gives everyone lemons



This year is starting off really rocky, but I have have to believe it will get better.  I think life at times just gives everyone lemons at least from time to time.  


Weirdly enough O and I are closer than we were before.  I think there's something about strife to either tear you apart or bring ya closer together.  Last night O did his maintenance on me, and then we had some great sex...seriously great sex.


It's a big stress reliever.  Ya, I've also decided that I'm a bit of a pain slut.  I didn't want to admit it but O showed me that I am.  Damn him and those clover clamps!  I have also realized a lot about myself beyond that pain slut label.  I'm a lot smarter than I give myself credit for.  I solved a big problem at work and saved  a lot of money!  Whoo hooo! 


Maybe things are slowly start to turn themselves around.  Like O is always saying the universe strives for balance and when things get out of whack it will restore balance (of course I'm totally paraphrasing).  Gotta believe that is true.


The truth is aside from the chaos in my life, I'm feeling really calm and that actually feels pretty darn good.  I'm happier in my own skin and comfortable (despite the aching butt), with who and what I am.  

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  1. We knew you were smarter than the average bear - seriously, your thoughts really help my understanding. I sometimes think of a pendulum and it always swings - sometimes to its extremes, but it always reverses. If it stops swinging, that's a problem.

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  2. Great to hear, you so sound happy.

    Love.
    Ronnie
    xx

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  3. I am so glad to read this. :)

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  4. Mouse,

    So glad to hear you are at peace with life. I wanted to offer a slightly different opinion of your statement though. You say "The truth is aside from the chaos in my life, I'm feeling really calm and that actually feels pretty darn good. I'm happier in my own skin and comfortable (despite the aching butt), with who and what I am." Ever think maybe it's because of the aching butt? I hope things keep getting better for you.

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  5. Good to see you're enjoying good times in your life along with an aching butt.

    FD

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  6. WOO HOO... you finally admit it...

    That you're smart... not a pain slut!!! LMAO (of course we already knew you were smart).

    Sometimes I think strife is exactly what we need to bring us closer to the ones we love. I'm so glad that even though things are rough right now you're both working together to get through it and becoming even closer as a result. Such a different story from a few months ago and it's such a wonderful thing to see. :-D

    *hugs*

    spirited

    P.S. You do realize by admitting you're a pain slut that you have brought me that much closer to having to admit the same thing... and if I admit that I have to admit I'm a masochist. I'm just so glad we don't have clover clamps. LOL

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  7. Good to hear mouse! It's the happy, well-adjusted moments that make it all worthwhile! <3

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  8. There's nothing wrong with being a smart pain slut, though.

    Hugs,
    Hermione

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