Monday, January 25, 2010
Life gives everyone lemons
This year is starting off really rocky, but I have have to believe it will get better. I think life at times just gives everyone lemons at least from time to time.
Weirdly enough O and I are closer than we were before. I think there's something about strife to either tear you apart or bring ya closer together. Last night O did his maintenance on me, and then we had some great sex...seriously great sex.
It's a big stress reliever. Ya, I've also decided that I'm a bit of a pain slut. I didn't want to admit it but O showed me that I am. Damn him and those clover clamps! I have also realized a lot about myself beyond that pain slut label. I'm a lot smarter than I give myself credit for. I solved a big problem at work and saved a lot of money! Whoo hooo!
Maybe things are slowly start to turn themselves around. Like O is always saying the universe strives for balance and when things get out of whack it will restore balance (of course I'm totally paraphrasing). Gotta believe that is true.
The truth is aside from the chaos in my life, I'm feeling really calm and that actually feels pretty darn good. I'm happier in my own skin and comfortable (despite the aching butt), with who and what I am.