Blogging daily is hard. Sometimes life gets in the way and other times you have an idea but then at the last minute change your mind. Today's post was like that, mouse carefully wrote it out and then decided to sit on it for a while. Being still with the words written because they just didn't feel right...at least not yet.
Not sure if they ever will but thats the way it goes sometimes. Omega understands it, life lately has been testy with mouse. It's not about time management this time, it's just about not having enough time. Omega has thoughtfully planned out mouse's day but it seems everything takes longer than it should (work stuff mostly) and that one thing throws the whole plan out of whack.
It doesn't help that he wants mouse to her plug each morning either. Ok, this is where the last post fell apart. It's not that she minds the plug, because she doesn't. It's just that she finds it difficult to concentrate while its in place. Maybe she's just blaming the plug for her own lack of focus, and she's not looking for O to change his mind and say she doesn't have to wear it. (because the unpublished post sure seemed that way)
It's just hard sometimes.
It makes her think about sex, it makes her think about him. It makes her feel like everyone knows.