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Friday, November 19, 2010

Neediness

It's hard when everything else gets so overblown that the normal stuff in our relationship suffers.  It's not like it's not understandable, the holidays, upcoming guests, tidying up all those loose-ends at work so time can be taken off.

When it gets that way, more than ever mouse needs.   Just needs.  Needs to be beaten.   Needs to be tied.  Needs to be gagged.  Needs to be used.  Needs to talk.  Needs to be held.

Needs.  Neediness.  Hate that little bugger gnawing at everything.  Need to be tied up, open and exposed for him, and hear him say that it's going to hurt.  Need those tears to fall...Need that release.   Because it's complete torture seeing him sad.

It's not like he's failing in anyway his Domly duties.  It's just life.  This time it threatened to knock him down.  Few things can really.

It's very temporary.

For the duration....remaining pleasing above everything else and sticking to the rules that govern her life.  And surprise, it helps.  There's so much that she can't help him with, but this she can do.   This he appreciates.

5 comments:

  1. Mouse I am so glad to hear that you are able to do this and that it makes a difference. I hate that neediness too. And it is good to be able to help in any way when someone faces something that they alone can really directly handle. I hope things ease up for all of you.

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  2. We all have those needie times. i am having one myself. I hope you get all you need.

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  3. mouse...just keep doing what is pleasing to Him...yes even as He gets really busy and distracted...That way when he finaly stops..you are where he needs you to be.~just sayin...that's where i want to be be for my Master when he needs me~

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  4. I hope things get better for you all soon. I know when I start feeling needy and it's not his fault that I often start to feel guilty too. It's really hard to just concentrate on his needs when mine are slapping me in the face. It sounds like you're doing a good job, though.

    *hugs*

    turiya

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  5. Surprise, rules and routine help. Hopefully things will be better soon.

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