We had a very low key Halloween, and it seems our Thanksgiving will be equally far smaller than previous years. Master doesn't want his slave to feel overwhelmed by trying to feed a huge crowd. Our friends Lucy and Schroeder will be here, along with another couple Master has known for a long time and recently relocated the area. We've gone out a few times and they seem very nice. Of course, mouse wants to go out of her way to make sure they feel comfortable but Master keeps pulling her back a little.
Between us, when Master asked mouse to be patient, she thought she knew what He meant but it turns out He's having issues, not with the addiction thing but more a BDSM thing. He's given up marking mouse's body, because it's not as satisfying to Him to do it. He likes to mark her so they last a while, as a reminder or because she loves to be marked too. Now, He no longer feels safe to do it. He never suspected mouse to need emergency surgery. Master has said now a few times to remind mouse that in today's political climate, He would be considered guilty unless He could prove Himself innocent.
When Master did accidentally come down a little too hard with the crop, He refused to allow mouse to leave the house until they went away (it only took a few days because they weren't as dark as usual) and worried the whole time until they went away. He was even careful when He did it too. He doesn't mind spanking mouse for punishments, when needed, or giving her a face slap when needed, but it doesn't do much for Him. What He truly loves as a sadist is to mark her, use her, make her cry or even be fearful of Him a little. He likes to have her feel powerless. While He can plug mouse, tell her what to wear and control every aspect of her life, all which scratches her own masochistic needs and ticks all her "slave boxes", it doesn't do a lot for His sadistic needs.
Master just said He's letting it go, but is stepping up a little more control over mouse and whole lot more treating mouse as a slave. Using her as furniture when it pleases Him, having her sit on the floor at His feet more often than He used to require. We still are enjoying the movies where He is under mouse and He holds her, occasionally even opening her blouse, so He can touch her more freely. The Guard dog alerts Him to soft footfalls.
Master has also cut back on His work schedule, so He said there won't be any travel until maybe next year and He's been home far more than He was before, which mouse has actually enjoyed. Most afternoons He's able to pick up our daughter from school, drop her to any after school activities she might have and attend a meeting. They both return home together.
One rather large change is that mouse is far more attentive at dinner time to Master's wishes, making sure His glass is filled, He has everything on His plate that He enjoys most, He allows her to dote on Him. Honestly, by the time dinner is on the table, mouse is not very hungry, because she constantly samples as she cooks to make sure the seasonings are just right. You have to taste what you're cooking, her Nona used to say. This way also she can be more attentive to her family's needs.
One other huge change is that Master's car is no longer suiting His needs. He's had it for many years now and it needs a bit of work that He's been putting off. He decided to trade it, along with mouse's running around vehicle and the SUV (because mouse rarely drove it -- it was too large and awkward). Signing that paper smarted mouse a little but her car, while running perfectly fine is even older than His and He offered no other reason for the change. It took very little time to clean out her car, because there wasn't much inside it, just the first aid kit, tire chains, and reusable grocery bags.
We drove separately to the dealership and He test drove the couple vehicles He really liked most and then began the paperwork process. Both are the same make, different models but both have more features that mouse could ever figure out how to use. Both rather surprisingly are SUVs although the vehicle mouse will drive is a little smaller and more a CUV but still suitable for taking the dog or cat to the vet, shopping or collecting the kids at school.
He joked a little during the process to the Man who sold us the cars saying He felt like a giant driving mouse's car. and the seat nearly didn't go back far enough for Him. His car was beginning to hurt His back getting in and out of, but mouse said nothing. Once all the paperwork was signed by Master and registrations signed by both of us. Then we began the process of adjusting everything to mouse. Each car came with two Fob thingies, so Master handed her the second one for His car and took the second Fob for the other.
The first time mouse drove the new vehicles was when we left the lot. Master rode with her during the quick trip home, pointing out extra features He wanted her to pay attention to. When we arrived at home, He picked up the other SUV we normally use when we go to the lake and drove that back to the dealership, and drove home in His new snazzy vehicle.
It took a little bit for mouse to get used to, because it handles so differently from the older running around car. Master did ask if she liked the stereo, and said He upgraded it especially for her. The test drive was really unneeded because He had already settled on her vehicle. He felt the AWD for mouse was a better thing since last winter proved to be a challenge and Master said He wants her safe, and worried a lot about her driving.
At that point mouse thanked Him and admitted that she felt very overwhelmed by it all. It is a nice, smooth, quiet ride, something she hadn't noticed until she was driving home. Leather seats with seat warmers, which is a very nice touch and a luxury that mouse has never had, and the stereo sound was incredible. Also if she walks to the back and touches the back, it auto opens without having to dig for the key (fob) to unlock it, unlike her old vehicle which only unlocked at the drivers door. Lots of space in the back too, which will be nice for those "big box" trips she makes. Too many times she's had to open a package of paper towels because the back of her car was so packed and stuff them in individually because nothing else could possibly fit.
Between us, when Master asked mouse to be patient, she thought she knew what He meant but it turns out He's having issues, not with the addiction thing but more a BDSM thing. He's given up marking mouse's body, because it's not as satisfying to Him to do it. He likes to mark her so they last a while, as a reminder or because she loves to be marked too. Now, He no longer feels safe to do it. He never suspected mouse to need emergency surgery. Master has said now a few times to remind mouse that in today's political climate, He would be considered guilty unless He could prove Himself innocent.
When Master did accidentally come down a little too hard with the crop, He refused to allow mouse to leave the house until they went away (it only took a few days because they weren't as dark as usual) and worried the whole time until they went away. He was even careful when He did it too. He doesn't mind spanking mouse for punishments, when needed, or giving her a face slap when needed, but it doesn't do much for Him. What He truly loves as a sadist is to mark her, use her, make her cry or even be fearful of Him a little. He likes to have her feel powerless. While He can plug mouse, tell her what to wear and control every aspect of her life, all which scratches her own masochistic needs and ticks all her "slave boxes", it doesn't do a lot for His sadistic needs.
Master just said He's letting it go, but is stepping up a little more control over mouse and whole lot more treating mouse as a slave. Using her as furniture when it pleases Him, having her sit on the floor at His feet more often than He used to require. We still are enjoying the movies where He is under mouse and He holds her, occasionally even opening her blouse, so He can touch her more freely. The Guard dog alerts Him to soft footfalls.
Master has also cut back on His work schedule, so He said there won't be any travel until maybe next year and He's been home far more than He was before, which mouse has actually enjoyed. Most afternoons He's able to pick up our daughter from school, drop her to any after school activities she might have and attend a meeting. They both return home together.
One rather large change is that mouse is far more attentive at dinner time to Master's wishes, making sure His glass is filled, He has everything on His plate that He enjoys most, He allows her to dote on Him. Honestly, by the time dinner is on the table, mouse is not very hungry, because she constantly samples as she cooks to make sure the seasonings are just right. You have to taste what you're cooking, her Nona used to say. This way also she can be more attentive to her family's needs.
One other huge change is that Master's car is no longer suiting His needs. He's had it for many years now and it needs a bit of work that He's been putting off. He decided to trade it, along with mouse's running around vehicle and the SUV (because mouse rarely drove it -- it was too large and awkward). Signing that paper smarted mouse a little but her car, while running perfectly fine is even older than His and He offered no other reason for the change. It took very little time to clean out her car, because there wasn't much inside it, just the first aid kit, tire chains, and reusable grocery bags.
We drove separately to the dealership and He test drove the couple vehicles He really liked most and then began the paperwork process. Both are the same make, different models but both have more features that mouse could ever figure out how to use. Both rather surprisingly are SUVs although the vehicle mouse will drive is a little smaller and more a CUV but still suitable for taking the dog or cat to the vet, shopping or collecting the kids at school.
He joked a little during the process to the Man who sold us the cars saying He felt like a giant driving mouse's car. and the seat nearly didn't go back far enough for Him. His car was beginning to hurt His back getting in and out of, but mouse said nothing. Once all the paperwork was signed by Master and registrations signed by both of us. Then we began the process of adjusting everything to mouse. Each car came with two Fob thingies, so Master handed her the second one for His car and took the second Fob for the other.
The first time mouse drove the new vehicles was when we left the lot. Master rode with her during the quick trip home, pointing out extra features He wanted her to pay attention to. When we arrived at home, He picked up the other SUV we normally use when we go to the lake and drove that back to the dealership, and drove home in His new snazzy vehicle.
It took a little bit for mouse to get used to, because it handles so differently from the older running around car. Master did ask if she liked the stereo, and said He upgraded it especially for her. The test drive was really unneeded because He had already settled on her vehicle. He felt the AWD for mouse was a better thing since last winter proved to be a challenge and Master said He wants her safe, and worried a lot about her driving.
At that point mouse thanked Him and admitted that she felt very overwhelmed by it all. It is a nice, smooth, quiet ride, something she hadn't noticed until she was driving home. Leather seats with seat warmers, which is a very nice touch and a luxury that mouse has never had, and the stereo sound was incredible. Also if she walks to the back and touches the back, it auto opens without having to dig for the key (fob) to unlock it, unlike her old vehicle which only unlocked at the drivers door. Lots of space in the back too, which will be nice for those "big box" trips she makes. Too many times she's had to open a package of paper towels because the back of her car was so packed and stuff them in individually because nothing else could possibly fit.
Later that evening, feeling a bit guilty mouse thanked Master properly for the new vehicle.
2 comments:
Hi Mouse,
Sounds like a lot of change is happening, including changing cars! It's great that Omega is home more. I can totally understand his concerns re marks, especially nowdays and you recent surgery has brought it to the forefront. An issue we all have to grapple with.
Hugs
Roz
I'm glad things are beginning to settle down and the new car sounds fabulous. As someone who has had surgery quite recently and will be having more, I understand your Master's concern about marks.
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