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Friday, June 1, 2012

The Ground is Rich from Tender Care...

Things are so much better for us lately, our hard work we continue to put on our relationship is paying off. Wednesday evening after the children were in bed, Daddy and mouse sat quietly reading. Soft music on the iPod played, and we felt very relaxed. Daddy was making notes on work, while mouse was lost in the world of Jane Austen.

It was rewarding being close to him. It's intimate. After a while mouse stood, broke the silence by asking if he wanted anything from the kitchen. After returning we talked a bit about the last post mouse wrote on subjugation. It's certainly not for everyone, nor should it be, but it's right for us. Eventually, Daddy said it was time for rituals. Together we went upstairs, pausing to look in on the children on our way to our room.

Once upstairs, mouse undressed slowly and began her nightly meditation with clamps secured to her nipples. Slowly repeating mentally her mantra under Daddy's watchful eye. Sometimes meditation is hard or as elusive as good hair on an important day. Other times it's easy to just slip away...and that night it stunned mouse how easy it was and how centered she felt.

Now, it could be that has a lot to do with it -- the strong feelings of being centered.

When Daddy felt the obligation was filled, he removed the clamps and pulled at the sore nipples, making mouse gasp and he smile. Love is a partnership that cannot exist with both parts. He made mouse moan, those whorishly deep throaty moans that can never be mistaken. He said once, he delights when mouse moans like that and when she squeals and squirts he knows he has her right where he wants her. Yet, as she writhed and bucked, he doesn't exactly remain silent either. He will often emit deep groans or even growls of pleasure and sometimes that's quite enough to make mouse come.

It's in the knowing of the pleasure he's getting out of love we create.

Yes, sometimes it's selfish; sometimes he's narrow with his desires, taking what he needs and leaving mouse with only the pleasure of providing him service. At those times, he'll maybe (tho mouse cannot presume to know for certain) wish to keep his girl in a state of need. Whatever the reason or motive, it seems to charge, or super-charged her sex drive. And he seems to be well aware of this fact and highly acquainted with the outcome.

Eventually, mouse knows all too well that given the right circumstance, he will unleash the slut and allow her to shine in all her eager depravity. Until then she waits...

Thursday wasn't so good, with mouse behaving rather petulant, of course Daddy dealt with it swiftly, giving mouse the choice. Did she want to be treated like a slave or like a child? Although mouse was annoyed, she decided to be treated like a slave and accepted his punishment. See, the main issue is, he rearranged the kitchen, and is dictating the shopping list and mouse's cooking duties. If she wishes to make a change, she must ask him for permission. This kinda chaffed her.

Intellectually, now mouse understands this isn't a big deal..

We talked about it and while nothing is going to change, mouse felt better expressing herself to him.

Song selection: The Battle of Evermore; R. Plant, J. Page.

 

12 comments:

  1. Oh the kitchen is my domain i can get very agitated if someone anyone interferes with the flow of my kitchen! No its not a big deal in the grand scheme of things if something is moved but well my logic is as im the person most always in it then i want it how i like it.

    The bossman made a curry once and it took every inch of my willpower to not interfere as i watched him moving things around...um its either ocd or im just very territorial lol

    ps i have been thinking a lot about subjagation and yeah well im brooding on it still, i did find your post about it interesting.

    have a great weekend

    tori xx

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    1. tori,

      Yes, when he rearranged the kitchen mouse was rather annoyed...he likes things very organized and we have different ideas on how things should be stored. That said, mouse has more or less adjusted.

      The shopping trips have chaffed mouse, because she's accustomed to picking things up...extras things she knows the family needs or enjoys that might not be on the list. Now if she sees such things, she must text him for permission to buy.

      The other day at Target (the happiest store on earth), mouse noticed they had large packs of paper towels on sale. Sent Daddy a text about it and he said, no we have plenty. Yes, he did have a point, but still -- had it been up to mouse, she would have just bought them!

      Hugs,
      mouse

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  2. mouse, you are absolutely amazing. this slave has been a long time follower of your blog, and she reads every day. your dynamic with Omega is so inspiring and real, and she loves so much reading your words. you are honest about yourself and about your dynamic and about your experiences and it's such a joy to read your insights and words (and Omega's, too!). Just wanted to say that, and say that she's glad you and Omega are seeing good times again.

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    1. babigyrl,

      Thank you for your compliment and comments. Hope you'll continue to read and comment again!

      Hugs,
      mouse

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  3. Lovely, thank you for sharing.
    When you described the noises Omega makes...well let's just say, when H makes those noises it's like crack to me. Oooohhh, nothing makes me happier than knowing he's happy and that I've contributed to that.
    Really it's like a drug.
    ;)

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  4. ps Im intending to do a post on subjugation at some point this weekend and (especially after reading lil's post) thought i should ask if you minded if i linked to your previous post and used a quote from it in my blog?

    not a problem if you would rather i didnt.

    thanks
    tori x

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    1. No problem!! Can't wait to read your thoughts! Even if you disagree with it!

      Big hugs!!
      m

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  5. How does it feel to have no choices or options. Are you allowed opinion?

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    1. Yes, opinions are allowed. It's not really about having no choices, as it is about being pleasing.

      Hugs,
      mouse

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  6. You seem to be slipping to a place few write about, at least openly as you.

    I hope your Master continues to respect and guide you. I also hope he will make arrangements for you, should something happen to him.

    I would suggest he look into finding you a second Dom.

    It would be a shame to leave such a presious pet unable to care for herself.

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    1. Thank you for your reply. He has made many arrangements to provide for mouse, so that's really not a concern. His loss tho, would be devastating for her.

      Thanks again,
      m

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