Oh Don't You Ever Be Sad

Daddy is creating a space for mouse where she feels so safe, it somehow causes her to become slightly unhinged. Now this isn't really a bad thing for mouse and Daddy understands it, but it can be rather unsettling feeling that loss of personal control to effect a change.

Soon, Daddy will be relaxed, his cell phone turned off and stowed along with his laptop. He will forgo ties, cufflinks and suits for shorts, swim trunks and sandals. He will sit on a beach with a tropical drink and let the sun darken his skin. He will swim, snorkel, and smile with ease. He will laugh when his children surprise him -- which they often do. He will marvel at nature and history. His mind will actually quiet and he will have fun (after all it's written in his blackberry).

And mouse? Well she'll be on the beach looking out for Jaws and afraid to go into the fucking water!

~.~.~.~

Someone on formspring asked mouse....

"Dear mouse,your and O's blog is such a treasure. Thank you for sharing your life with us readers. My question is, did Omega ever break up with you or pull away while you were dating? If so, how did you handle and get through it? If not, good!:) Hugs, anon"

Thanks for the compliment and yes...actually a few times. Once before mouse became involved with Alpha (Daddy was actually more or less the one mouse really wanted...he was cuter). We went out like once...but honestly it wasn't there. He was too focused on work at that time. So ya, he pulled back big time....

Then years later, after alpha's death, we kinda became involved -- we were always good friends, but we tried having a relationship and it was mouse who ended it. When we reconnected, don't know or aren't sure that he was pulling back from mouse. He would go months where we'd just see each other sporadically. And honestly, mouse didn't care, she wasn't looking for anyone to be in her life...ever. We seemed to have a good time when we went out...but maybe we were both a little leery.

"Hi mouse. Read your comments on other people's blogs on breaking. Would you want Omega to break you?"

Not the way alpha did. Really not sure how to reply to that, because it depends greatly on how breaking is defined. Already he has control over mouse...so maybe in that way she already is?

"Do you still play with diaper domination?"

Sometimes, but only now when Daddy feels a course correction is needed.

Thanks for all the questions!!!!

Song selection: Hold On, I'm Coming; Sam and Dave