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Monday, February 11, 2013

Day 5

Moving right along...

5) Have you been or are you in a dominant/submissive dynamic relationship or is this new to you? Have you been in more than one D/s relationship? How were they the same? How were they different? What is unique about your relationships in your mind?

These questions are interesting. Yes, naturally mouse is in a relationship with Daddy, who owns mouse. There have been other relationships (if you must define them that way) but the longest (aside from her time with Alpha) has been with Omega. For nearly 25 years he's been the one she's pined for -- loved and ran away from. Never once thinking that we would one day be together.

The time with alpha began ok -- in fact he did share many philosophy's that Daddy has -- without it becoming abusive. The time with alpha ended very badly with mouse not really released and not sure where her place was. The PTSD was horrible and has taken her a decade to overcome. Even if she only really began dealing with the trauma after she and Daddy became a couple.

The common thread is that mouse is happiest when she is controlled (in a healthy way). When her autonomy is carefully limited. It does make for a happy mouse. Even if he does make her inner feminist scream.

3 comments:

dancingbarez said...

Your last comment caused quite a giggle. It can be so hard to wrap your head around the screaming feminist vs. the contentment one feels under their Daddy's control.

Advizor54 said...

it is wonderful when you find a dynamic that works for both of you. And we love that you share it with us.

tori said...

It does seem slightly contadictory meshing being a feminist with being owned by a man, my argument is that feminism is about exercising the right to choice, to have the same rights etc so therefore i exercise my right as a woman to choose to submit. lol

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