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Wednesday, March 13, 2013

On Sunlight Wings

We had a lovely time the other night. Daddy came home after a rough day at work, mouse offered him a cocktail and he graciously accepted. He sipped his gin and tonic as the sun melted into the horizon. The day seemed melt off his body, as mouse got the food on the table.

Daddy walked over to mouse and kissed her tenderly then with a bit more urgency. He undressed mouse rather quickly and looked at her, then told mouse to fill the tub. He had mouse wash him, massage his muscles, a very rare treat for mouse. Then as he relaxed he told mouse to begin her rituals, which mouse did beside the tub.

As the water eventually cooled he got out, disrupting the meditative state his slave was in but she reached for a towel and instinctively began drying him off, even apologized for not having the forethought of tossing it into the dryer. Just as he'd allowed mouse to bathe him, he allowed her to dry him off. It felt nice and right.

He then blindfolded mouse, bound her hands behind her, and had her get onto her knees. His hands fondled and caressed her body, taking their pleasure at his whim and mouse found it all terribly arousing. When she felt him press himself against her lips, no words were needed. Opening her mouth she took his length willingly and lovingly.

When he was thoroughly pleasured he unbound her hands but left the blindfold, and led her to the bed. His hands freely roamed her body. His words swirled in her head...he'd bring her to very edge of rapture then pull her back again until mouse found herself whimpering. Deep inside her mind she didn't feel worthy of release no matter how badly she desired the orgasm. Then, his fingers just grazed the sweet spot he'd avoided until then. The soft sound of his voice breaking the silence, "cum for me slut."

Like he needed to ask twice? The orgasm was explosive and it made mouse shake and cry -- how badly did she need that? Daddy gathered mouse up into his arms, removed the blindfold and held her tightly, which caused more tears to flow.

As she tried to put into words what she was feeling..,the words just weren't there. It all had to do with having a low self worth...maybe she felt her punishment wasn't enough. Daddy listened carefully and softly admonished mouse. He reminded mouse that this was an old issue he hope that one day she'd resolve. He said a good many other things that made her blush and tears fall -- but he also mused that how could mouse who loves so unconditionally, ever question herself not worthy of that love in return?

But then again -- it's really something we all do.

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  1. "but he also mused that how could mouse who loves so unconditionally, ever question herself not worthy of that love in return?"
    that is what makes you so worthy of love mouse everyday.
    hugs. xo

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  2. It is certainly something I do. It is the one thing my husband would change about me it he could, has been chipping away at since he's known me - that low self worth. I even wonder if it is part of being submissive, or if I'm submissive to deal with it or because of it... (Doubting the worth of all the parts of me maybe) It is good to know I'm not alone, and good to see Omega's patience with you and your recognition of what he's doing.

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    1. gg,

      This is an excellent point. On an analytical level we certainly understand submission doesn't mean 'less than' the person we give our submission to. Thinking it's a struggle for most of us who do somewhat have a poor self image. It takes a long to overcome it.

      Hugs,
      mouse

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  3. This is a truly beautiful piece, capturing the servitude and love between you two. You words are at once soothing, sensual, and erotic. Well written.

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  4. I wander like greengirl said if it is part of being submissive, these feelings of being unworthy? it makes me uncomfortable because it highlights how vunerable i am to him.

    I wish i could have breastfed my children for longer, the longest i lasted was around 3 months i just couldnt seem to get the hang of it, i was constantly sore, aching and well maybe i just didnt persevere enough.

    x

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    1. Well now that BabyGirl has started biting more....honestly, mouse doesn't see it going on much longer.

      Yes, we are very vulnerable to them! That can't be overlooked...it's a struggle..

      Hugs,
      mouse

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  5. Such a lovely post. I so enjoy your blog! I agree with a previous comment, it's soothing. I too have low self worth but B has never seen me as anything less than everything. Just not sure what he sees, lol.
    s.t.

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