Welcome to December. As we drop head first into the big holiday season mouse found herself pondering control. What is it about Daddy's control, which to some might feel downright oppressive, is so incredibly intoxicating to mouse? It seems people are more than willing to give up limited control over lots of things everyday.
Even mouse at times blinks, sets up road blocks and yes even tries to snatch little portions of control from Daddy. It's probably human nature to do this. Sure,,at times she'll pout and bat her stubby eyelashes at him. When it works, she gets a little mental lift from it. That's just the illusion, because he knows full well what's going on.
A while back Daddy had mouse pick her punishment implement, he had her crawl to the wardrobe cabinet and pick the punishment device. As mouse recalled when she reached for a flogger with her hand, he swatted it away. The trick (or game) was she could take what she reach from her position and take into her mouth. This limited her options. As mouse recalls the cane was closest, the riding crop also within her reach and the leather strap, which mouse chose.
Now that was orchestrated carefully by Daddy. Any of those were fine by him, but the leather strap was the wild card in that and actually thought mouse would take the cane or crop, since they were closer. Let's be clear there wasn't really a choice, one had to be picked. He controlled the outcome to some degree and the punishment was most effective, even if he had to adjust how it was used. At rhe time the lesson for mouse, the one she took away from the experience was being accountable. Now, she sees it a little different, it was also an exercise in control. His finite control over the situation and over mouse. It's something mouse finds very comforting and even sexy, even if she hates it or thinks its a little wrong. It doesn't mean Daddy cannot make mistakes, but it does mean he's responsible for them. This control has led mouse from darkness to light.
How do you feel about control?