Golden Showers Fill Your Eyes...

Ok, totally couldn't resist a turn on a classic Beatles song, but there is a point. The next question is from Amy and she asks:

Hi Mouse,

You talked about a golden shower in a recent post. Is this something only Omega gives to you or is it something you take turns doing? I'm curious how it all started to begin with - if you don't mind sharing.

Of course not at all. Actually she hates it. Full stop. So much so it used to be a limit. The idea just still grosses her out. Not much more to say about it. Except, it happens almost a few times a week. Daddy has this thing for having mouse kneel in the shower, before the water is on, and he will piss on her. If he's feeling like being really mean he will piss in her mouth, tell her to swallow each drop, which is impossible and punish her after for spilling. Now, to be sure this is more of a mock punishment or prelude to other kinky stuff we might do.

But just this morning, as we were in bed looking at the questions on the blog on his laptop (seriously, keep them coming because when they're done mouse will go silent again) he chuckled deviously when he read yours. He chuckled when he approved it too.

"Well, research time mouse," he said as he slapped her bottom and put away the laptop. "Into the shower with you. No complaints or pouts, come on chop chop." Soon, it was in mouse's face, ears, mouth and hair. First warm, then...well not too warm.

"How do you feel?" He wanted to know.

Not sure what to say mouse shrugged, then mumbled it was humiliating. He said for her spread her legs wider apart then wriggled his toot between them. He said it was slick and asked if she was sure she just felt humiliated? He said, "I know this arouses you." That made her blush. No matter how badly she feels when it he does that there is the larger part he's well aware of enjoys being humiliated in that way.

How it began? Honestly it probably began with Daddy forcing the issue, it started with him saying something about it, and mouse retorting with "eeeeew gross." Then later mentioning it again and meeting the same or similar reply. It seems the first time was punishment. It was confusing, because when he asserts his dominance over mouse, she finds it inexplicably sexy. While she didn't like it (the reason punishment), she found it also a teeny bit exciting to her. Like an animal marking his territory. It was probably like that cave man, 'you are mine,' kind of way.

Being a masochist is very confusing.